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Someone is trying to tell you that you should simply accept a certain situation that you cannot change. This person is probably trying to make you feel better, but you aren't one to give up so easily. Your loved one's advice is good, although it's a bit misguided. While it may be true that you can't make the change you would like to make, you can seek out alternatives that will make you just as happy. It would be wise to accept that you can't alter one aspect of your current reality, but don't give up on getting what you want in a different way. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

It's wonderful to be in love, or even to be in sync with someone on a platonic level. Kindred spirits are hard to come by, so when you find one you need to treasure that person and nurture the relationship. You may be involved in just such a union right now. Just be careful that you don't lose yourself amid your devotion to this other person. Take time to express your own thoughts and feelings, and to nurture yourself too. That way you will also have more to give, and you'll find it easier to accept love in return. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Symbolically, the Cypress Tree stands for the role of sacrifice in life. Even though the characteristics that accompany this theme include mourning, death, and despair, this sign can also be symbolic of hope. Like the Cypress Tree that represents them, Cypress people are usually slender and strong, with a fine, unmistakable silhouette. Although their stature can be almost ordinary, there is something about them that is both stern and wild... like some wild creature from the wilderness that is untouched by civilization. At the same time, however, this sign can be very refined. Known for being very adaptable, Cypress Tree people are generally quite low-maintenance and they can easily adjust to nearly anything. Because they can survive in any situation and even find happiness in it, they are usually very mature and independent from a very early age. Usually quite happy with their lot in life, Cypress people don't crave success, nor do they hunger for money or recognition. Their only

I heard the Beastie Boys' singing: intergalactic planetary, planetary, intergalactic... That was my phone ringing. I saw your face and name on the screen so I didn't hesitate to pick it up. Eyes closed, I said hello and so the conversation goes. It's always nice to wake up in the morning and hear the sound of her voice regardless if it's only through the telephone. This is one of the simple pleasures life can somehow give. I'd love to have that as a routine - be the last person to talk to at night and the first one to talk to in the morning. I think that would be nice. I'm sure that would be nice. Waking up by the sound of her voice is indeed something I'll think of before going to bed each night. _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I was having a Twitter-based conversation with Oyin few minutes back and I told her that most of our addictions are the things that people won't easily understand. She then asked me what's my own addiction and I replied, "it's too mushy to mention." I once heard someone said, "This is my favorite time of the day -- looking at you." I believe I share the same sentiment. I love staring at her when we're together. As I look at her I can think of hundreds of reason why I can't fall out of love. Wishful thinking floods my brain. I've been telling myself thousands of things whenever I look at her, things that I'm bound to keep unspoken, things that are better left unsaid. As I stare at her, I can see how wonderful nature is for such beauty to exist. Lucky is the man whom she regard as her lover. Fate has been too kind to that someone who's blessed with her presence. If the gods of love are real, they must have favored him so much to h

A friend of mine told me, "you've already invested time and emotion for that love that you feel for her, yet you're saying that you're aware that it'll go nowhere? You must me crazy." Maybe in the eyes of many, this love that I feel for her is just one helluva madness. Maybe people, once they heard the whole story, will say that I'm both hopeless romantic and stupid. Maybe, just maybe. I now realized that love is not like a business venture that whenever you invest something, you should expect something in return. Perhaps, we just love for the sake of loving. Who knows what love really means especially in this world where madness and misery is all over. I can't deny that most of the pain it's pain that I feel because of this love, but there's really nothing much I can do. Still, I'm hoping that one day, love will serve its purpose - happiness to all. Sat, Jan 21, 2012 2:17:47 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handhe

I'm losing sleep I have no one to blame My mind is just racing I want to call out your name I yearn for you Always I do I want to be near you Stay a moment or two I'm losing sleep I'm afraid of my dreams My mind is still racing No matter how naïve it seems I want to be next to you How I wish I can But there's just no way I can never be that man And so I lie here sleepless Getting by with wishful thinking Till you're here beside me My brain will keep on racing Sat, Jan 21, 2012 1:33:29 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

All I ever wanted Is to be close to you Spend our days together For maybe a lifetime or two All I ever wanted Is to hold you in arms Feel your presence is real Feel your tender warmth But it seems fate has spoken Saying I can't have it all As if it's one big madness For me to deeply fall Because you've always been far No matter how close we can get I still can't be with you As if the pieces were all set But all I ever wanted Is to love no one but you It's just sad to face the fact That I can never be with you Sat, Jan 21, 2012 8:25:51 AM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Don't you just hate the fact that you miss someone so bad yet there's nothing you can really do about it? I do. I hate missing her. I hate the fact that I long for her so much but there's not a single thing I can do to ease the yearning, and yearning comes with sadness, sadness comes with pain. I miss her. I just miss her so bad. How can someone get hurt so bad when all that person did is to love? I guess most of us can't really get what we deserve. This is sadness. This is madness. This is love. _______ Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I hate that you're somewhere far I hate that you're not around You're absence left me a void I can no longer feel the ground Yet my head is spinning I don't know what to do Something's just not right I need to be next to you And so I hate this distance This distance between us two Why can't we be together Why can't you love me too All I want is to love you Without going out of line But I guess it's not meant to be You'll never be mine _______ Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

It's January and I feel cold. I was so sleepy so without opening my eyes, I reached out for the blanket because I know I have it before I fall asleep but then I realize I was not alone. I saw her lying beside me sleeping so soundly. It's one of the most beautiful views I can see, watching her sleep like a baby - no worries, no stress, no whatsoever. I looked at the clock, it's 5am anyway so I decided to get up and prepare some breakfast. Couple of minutes later I saw her in her PJ's walking towards me with all smile. "Good morning, sweetie", she said. "Why are you up so early?" I stared at her for a moment and told myself, "I wouldn't want to love anyone but this woman in front of me." I'm lost in my thoughts when she asked me again, "Hey, are you ok?" I answered, "Of course, this can't get any better. I just can't believe you're here in front of me. I can't believe I'll wake up in the morning seei

This is the copy of the poem I wrote for Sharline's birthday ;) ----------- How are you, Sharline? I know this may be a little late But I hope the answer to the first line Will nothing else but "I'm doing great" How was your special day? I'm confident you had a nice one Afterall you deserve to be happy Sadness should be minimal to none Still I wish for your well-being Especially now that you're somewhere far I'm sure you're getting by though Knowing the strong person that you are Keep your cool and stay safe Always be pretty and fine From this place you call homeland I'm sending this greetings of mine Belated happy birthday I know there will be more to come Be the happiest that you can be And have this as the most special one ******* Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I saw my friend's post in Facebook that says, "this is madness". I asked myself, what is madness anyway? It has been defined as the condition of being insane. It is when you deviate from the norms and becomes a danger to others or to yourself. I once read that the word "sane" originated from the Latin word "sanus" which means "healthy". A healthy body and healthy mind comes hand in hand. Now it got me thinking, when I ponder my love for that woman I adore, I can also exclaim the words "this is madness" so convincingly. Insane. Crazy. I guess that's how you describe this kind of love that I feel for her. In my lucid interval, I can say that this is not going anywhere, but deep in this crazy thoughts, all I can wish for is to be with her each passing day, grow old with her, spend my life with her and love her till the day my heart would cease to beat. Yes, this is indeed madness, but I couldn't care much. -----------

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Just one more day before I officially take my new job description in the office. It's quite boring to do routine works so I think a change of habit will do. Oh well, I'll just bum around the whole day and maybe just kill my demons by writing some new piece for the blog Air Mane ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld