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There will be a point in your life that pain becomes inevitable. There will be days that all you can ever feel is that sensation of uneasiness. How can someone feel so bad when all that person did is love someone so much? I guess that's how things really go, and so there is pain and sadness all the time. When the going gets tough, the tough stays tough - I heard this from one ghetto song that made much sense to me these past few days. I'm one tough s-o-b not because I'm born and raised this way, but just because I have to. I get by each day with my gameface on doing what I do, doing what I need to do, yet in the end of each day as I lie alone in my empty room, I feel the need of breaking down and letting it all go. Crazy shit indeed. Pay pain no attention. Give no damn to sadness. Be oblivious of the misery. Always aim to live one more day. Each step we take brings us closer to our final destination and nobody can stop us from moving forward on to that place. Even

She will always be The most beautiful woman for me In my mind's eyes I stare at her constantly For all I ever wanted Is just to stay so close So close for me to feel her While she give me bliss overdose And there's nothing more I'll ask There's nothing more that can compare For this love deep inside me This love I'll forever bear She will always be The most beautiful woman for me She will always be The one I'll love constantly Sun, Feb 19, 2012 10:55:36 AM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I feel like I'm falling apart. I feel so sad and can sense my heart is breaking into tiny pieces day after day. I don't think I'll ever mend but I have to get by each day since that's the wisest thing to do. I have to put up my gameface each time I go out and face the world outside while deep inside of me I feel I'm rotting into pieces. In light of all the misery, sadness and heartbreak, I also feel that there's a peculiar survival instinct that runs through my veins. I don't know where it's coming from by I guess it's what I hang on to each day. _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Daily Horoscope 17 2012 When you want something very badly, there is sometimes a fear that goes along with the longing. Right now you may be thinking about a much-cherished goal, and you are probably tired of waiting for it to manifest in your life. But the reason you haven't yet achieved your dream may have more to do with your fearfulness than with any external reasons. You may fear that you aren't worthy, or that you will screw up in your pursuit of your goal, or that no matter what you do you won't achieve it anyway. But when you grab for something with fear in your heart, you chase it further away. Have confidence. You can have what you're hoping for. Copyright (c) Daily Horoscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Shut down your emotions. Don't feel anything. Become numb. Don't feel any affection. Don't feel any excitement. Don't fell any pleasure. All feelings must go - love, joy, pain, sadness. Shut it down. Shut it all down deep inside but pretend you're doing just fine. Lie to your friends, lie to your colleagues, lie your family, lie to yourself until you're lost in your own lies and be convinced that you're indeed doing just fine. That's your quick fix. _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I woke up this morning and read some messages I missed while I'm in deep sleep. I then asked myself, what on earth had happen to my life? I ponder on how things have been, how things are doing now and how will things be. After that, I came up with one assessment - there will always be pain and sadness. Looking at the situation, I can tell that the remedy for this misery that I feel is far from being attainable. The odds of having the tables turn is indeed very low. There's just no way that this sadness will be washed away any time soon. Hence, I'll have to live with the fact that there won't be any way to ease this hellish feeling that I have deep inside of me. I'll just have to learn how to put up my gameface and manage to get by each day. Yes, there will always be sadness and pain. _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I woke up this morning and read some messages I missed while I'm in deep sleep. I then asked myself, what on earth had happen to my life? I ponder on how things have been, how things are doing now and how will things be. After that, I came up with one assessment - there will always be pain and sadness. Looking at the situation, I can tell that the remedy for this misery that I feel is far from being attainable. The odds of having the tables turn is indeed very low. There's just no way that this sadness will be washed away any time soon. Hence, I'll have to live with the fact that there won't be any way to ease this hellish feeling that I have deep inside of me. I'll just have to learn how to put up my gameface and manage to get by each day. Yes, there will always be sadness and pain. _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

If you are feeling lonely, go out and mingle with other beings - human or canine or whatever lonesome soul will welcome you. If you're feeling bored, go out and stir up some excitement. If you're angry, take a long walk and enjoy the beauty of the scenery that surrounds you. You see, Leo, you have the power to change your world in any way that you want to. You are not reliant on fate to place things in your life that will make you happy or fulfilled. Recognize this power, and you will make the first step toward mastering your fate. -- Copyright (c) Daily Horoscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld