BLOTS

They say I can’t love you, they say this ain’t love, but I couldn’t care much. Who are they anyway ? But when you said this is just infatuation, when you said this ain’t real, it honestly hurts. It stings my heart; Bore a hole, Because your thoughts matter- much if not most So if I can’t love you then let me just say… I’m longing for you, wanting to be close. You’ve the girl I dream about most. It’s always you in my mind- day to night, night to every new day. on and on on and on I would trade every luxury for one glimpse from you, to notice me, to see I’m here, waiting, hoping, praying. They say fantasises are for kids but you’re my sole fairy tale- a fairy tale dream with a happy ending on hand This isn’t love, is it? Perhaps you’re right, maybe I’m wrong But in this twisted world where reality’s stranger than fiction, certainty is nothing So what if… I’m the one who’s right and you’re the one who’s wrong ? Would that mean I love you? Will you believe me now that noone unders

We were young then Young love I may say We chill, we ablaze Memories… sweet old memories But I was a freak A stupid freak You made me smile But I betrayed you and make you cry I was wrong- damn wrong I wanna say I’m sorry Because I am But will you hear me? Will you hear me from up there? You’re gone Gone for good It’s too late… to say I’m sorry I never thought you’ll leave so soon Why so soon? Tell me! Tell me! I could’ve love you Give you the attention you deserve All along I’m sorry I’m sorry, can you hear me? I know this grief won’t bring you back I know you won’t be back You’re gone… for good. I’m a moron… a stupid idiotic moron. Why didn't I know what I got till it’s gone? Forgive me. Forgive me. I know it’s too late But somehow, I hope you’ll wait. I’ll be with you. I hope to be with you… one day. As I look up I almost see you looking down. Smile back at me Now, Heaven’s not the same Because they got you… for good.