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She's someone I can't help but love. I fall inlove with her, deeper and deeper as days pass. I know if I must stay in love with her I must deal with this feeling of jealousy as if it's a monster I have to vanquish, waiting to devour on my remaining strand of sanity. Why must someone suffer a great deal of pain just because that person loves someone so much? The answer is known, yet most of the time I still find myself puzzled. I love her to the fullest of my sanity, yet this jealousy I feel is really driving me crazy. Loving. Jealous. Hurt. :-(

I miss blogging. Yung tipong magsusulat lang ako na parang nagkkwento. Nagulat ako noong nakaraang linggo nung tinanong ako nung college friend ko kung saan na daw ba ako nagb-blog ngayon. Hindi inakala na isa pala siya sa mga naging readers ko dati. Bigla talaga akong natuwa. Naisip ko, sana magkaron ulit ako ng sapat na oras at inspirasyon sa pagsusulat, para kasing natuyo na yung utak ko ngayon at nagkaron na ako ng ibang outlet i.e. listening to loud music. I've been dealing with same crap though, so I think, if I want to, I can write again, I can blog again.

I had a happy birthday. Yes, I must admit I really had a good day. Muffin gave me a ring, and that completes it all. But now, everything's back to normal. I guess, I'm back on the other side. :-(

25 years of existence. I guess time flies quite so fast. I don't normally celebrate this day, but from time to time I try to think that having to live another year is something worth celebrating for. I used to say that those who celebrate their birthdays are those who feel thankful that they're still alive. Oh well, cut the crap David, puh-leeze! LOL So what's worth remembering on this day, let me check some random events: Tin, my colleague, cooked some pasta for me...and chicken too! It was enough to share to my teammates and they said it tastes good. I say it tastes "very good!" The girl I admire in the office sang happy birthday in front of me, joking with her so called "operatic voice", hahaha! It was really nice. So far 45 people posted something on my facebook wall to greet me, so nice of them, ;) My ultimate crush back in college sent me an SMS last night to greet me *blush*, LOL Of course, Summer also greeted me through SMS, it made me s

Gusto ko lang magkwento ng isang, para sa akin, e nakakatawang pangyayari, hehe! Around 4am, nakikinig ako sa FM radio nang may binati yung DJ, pamilyar yung pangalan...1st, middle and last name yung sinabi kaya sigurado ako sa sa fb fan page idinaan yung greeting, na dali dali kong pinuntahan and bingo! Siya nga! Haha! Siya na naging 'apple of my eye' noong college. Ang galing, may panahon na hinanap ko siya dito sa fb pero di ko makita, akalain mo, sa fan page lang ng radio station ko siya makikita, haha! I tried adding her pero di niya ni-accept, siguro masayang masaya na siya sa married life niya, LOL.

Be the drug and I'll be the addict Someone who can't stop and refuses to fight it. You'll be my favourite addiction one I wouldn't resist but I will come out clean if you would really insist I'll ignore this love I feel but I think it's impossible for me So if you can, ask me not to stop I'm addicted to loving you and let me be Mix with the blood on my veins I couldn't care how much it would cost There's just no stopping it For you're the one I love the most So be the drug I'll be the addict I won't stop I won't even fight it.