#374 Brood's Voice (excerpt)
Mama will you miss me Just in case I’m already gone When I have finally set down Like the pale mournful sun Mama will you cry for me Like the way I cried because of you For all the days I felt unloved And all the pain you put me thru I don’t think so mama I don’t think you would Because for you I’m nobody I’m only half as good Mama I know You’ve never been proud of me Hanging gold medals on my neck Really never made you happy I don’t know how to please you And somehow make you care I don’t know why you treated me unkind And acted so unfair Mama remember that day You scold me till I bleed I beg you to stop But you didn’t hear my plead And when Papa tried to stop you You yelled him that I deserve it The pain is so severe then I rally can’t forget it But I’m older now And you can beat me no more Yet I still feel the pain Of the wounds you gave me before All insecurities I feel are all because of you I’m your own brood Mama But look at what you made me to You made it hard for me to believe