BLOTS

It happened only once. I had one, and just one, golden opportunity to lay eyes on her-she whom I’ve been dying to see all along. One year and seven months, I waited that long to realize that single dream of standing next to her and when I finally did more than a week ago, I must admit that I almost lost my sanity(what’s new? Hehehe!) What’s next? What lies ahead after that “Most Wonderful Five Minutes”? I don’t know actually. I’m not sure if I’ll ever see her again or at least have the guts to work for it. I don’t even know if she was able to read my post “Most Wonderful Five Minutes”, and if she did, I don’t know what she thinks of me now. Most times I feel like holding back especially when it comes to my emotions. I can tell that life will be such a wonderful thing if I’ll get the chance to live it with her ‘cause I’ve seen several scenarios of that in my dreams, I just don’t know if it it’s possible to shoot those dreams from dreamland onto the real world. It’s been few days

Fnally, there she was… standing in front of me as I reluctantly stare back at her eyes. I actually never thought this day will come. I never expected that there will be a day when I will see her beyond the realm most of us call “dreams”. Yes, she has been my dream girl; literally. For the longest time of my life I longed to meet her, stand next to her, have a little conversation(in person) and so on, and so on but due to the bad blood I had with her friends, those longings of mine turned so illusive, but hey, reality is indeed more twisted than fiction. “Who is she?”- you may ask. Well, she’s my schoolmate in college, though we really never met in person. We were both members of an online community dedicated for PUPians (students of PUP, yeah right). She’s a virtual friend, an online confidant, a dream girl (literally, as I said) and most especially, an inspiration. Upon seeing her my heart almost popped off my chest, I managed to stay composed thoug

Embraced by silence Concealed by night Thoughts are sober Emotions are clutched tight It won’t go Words won’t be spoken Love will remain unknown Fruitful hearts will look barren There was you There was only you In an empty space Sky turned blue There was you There was but you And this love I keep Though we both knew Embraced by silence Concealed by night Thoughts are all over Wishing to hold you tight it's been a long while since the last time a wrote something like this... perhaps I'm a little bit rusty now, hehehe!