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There will always be a void One that can't be filled Stay put young man The fate has been sealed You can't bend reality You'll end up twisting your mind Stay away from wishful thinking Leave your fantasies behind There's nothing more you can do She's gone and won't be back Snap out of it quickly Got to get back on track Tue, Jun 19, 2012 9:57:01 PM Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I woke up in the middle of the night and felt a sudden rush of sadness - those are the times I feel most alone. You see, bad things happen and things get too sad, I guess that's just how life is going to be, until when? Don't ask me, I don't know. You get by each day no matter what - that's the trick. It's ok if you're not "ok". It's fine if you're not "fine". It all boils down into one thing - you have live another day, and that's how most of us play it. Life sucks, life is unfair, life is full of sadness and pain, the hell we care. Life is evil and we have to live with it. That's how some of us see things but others see it otherwise. We are all in our own reality. This is my reality. This is life and it's not a pretty good picture. I don't hope for things to change because I've given up on that part, ie hoping. However, I still have this wishful thinking about things changing their course. I don't kno...

I'm so sleepy But I refused to slumber My mind want to drift away But I don't want it to wander I'd love to dream of you And hold you close Lock you in my arms And get some bliss overdose But dreaming will get me nowhere This is the reality I must face That you'll never be with me And this love will just go to waste I still dream of you anyway Yes, I still do I dream of you awake It's crazy but true Tue, May 29, 2012 13:20:57 Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I know this is crazy What more can I say? You're the one I'd love to see Each and every day I can't get you off my mind What's this spell I'm under Can't just leave things behind Your thoughts are all I ponder But you're out of my league That's sad but so true It may be a mystery I can't dig But still I'm all about loving you Sun, May 27, 2012 19:36:27 Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Do I cross your mind sometimes? I wonder if you ever think of me. I listen to the heartbeat in silence I ponder if yours beats for me. Do I cross your mind sometimes? I hope somehow I do For it's you I think of always And someone I'm missing too And so I hope I cross your mind Maybe that's one way to reach your heart Because the route is so hard to find And that's just the sad part Mon, May 21, 2012 14:23:01 Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I love the weight of your head Each time you fall asleep on my shoulder I love the warmth of your skin Makes me feel we're really together I love how you smile at me Each time you catch me staring at you I'd love to say I love you Wondering if you feel the same way too But I know the odds are so low Might as well stop this now No matter how strong the feelings are It's just not enough, somehow I just love you It doesn't make any difference at all Because reality behind the sweetness Is you who won't ever fall Sun, May 20, 2012 18:37:10 Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I wish we met each other In another place, another time Where I can say that I'm yours And you'll always be mine I wish we met each other When things aren't so out of line Things will be out in the open And no more reading the signs But in that other time Will the tables get turned? In that other time Won't the dreams get burned? Mon, May 14, 2012 17:32:42 Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

There are some things we can't explain Or at least we want to believe that we can't For the truth is too much to bear And something that can't be bent But it has always been there It has been out in the open all along We just refuse to see it clearly Wanting to believe that nothing's wrong We make a fool out of ourselves Well, ignorance is a bliss Turning the blind eye The hell with inner peace Thu, Apr 19, 2012 1:35:59 AM Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I want to take you to the beach And just lie down on the shore Talk about the days that lie ahead And fall in-love with you more I want to hold you in my arms Make you realize how I want you close Feel your warmth soothing my core While I drown with bliss overdose I want to be there for you Live the days altogether I spend all my life daydreaming So many things to ponder When all I want is to love you Love you more each day But I just can't be good enough That's just how it goes anyway Wed, Apr 18, 2012 6:09:38 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

When I say "goodnight", what I really meant was "You're the last person I have on my mind. As I lie down here alone in my bed, how I wish you're here beside me. Solitude is uncomfortable at times. I miss you. The worst way of missing someone is having the most rational thoughts indicating that you'll never be together. Hence, I say goodnight. Mon, Apr 16, 2012 10:20:41 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I saw this photo from 9gag.com and it sure brought back the memories of my high school days. When was the last time you wrote one of these? I guess you can barely remember. Yes, modern technology is very helpful especially when it comes to communication. However, most of the time, I'm wishing that from time to time, we find that inner drive to do things the old skool way. Just saying. _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

We're all getting by We're all living by the day What matters is you survive I can't say it in any other way We're all getting by Life ain't so complicated We're all getting by Living a life we created

Now here's this feeling I just can't explain Whenever you smile Oh I forget my name Things go on slo-mo Colorful it became My heart skips faster Some say it's insane I guess I've fallen I've fallen for you I can't escape your charm Hits me through and through Now I must confess I can't get you off my mind You're all I can think of I think it's love I did find Yes I've fallen I've fallen for you Captive of your charm Got me through and through

There’s nothing more to say There’s nothing more to do There’s just no other way I can no longer be with you You’ve gone too far away Somewhere I just can’t go Can’t ignore what the signs say There’s just too much to know Yet I can’t stop loving you No, it’s one thing I can’t resist Although you say you can’t love me too With you I still hope for bliss 08:54, Monday May 30, 2011 Manila, Ph

Finally I was able to update my Muffing Poetry. All of a sudden I felt a rush of longing and sadness, and so I was able to write this piece effortlessly… MaLaCor I saw you in my dream, oh how real it seemed but as I wake up to reality I felt nothing but grim You’ve been so far away I long for you each day and I wonder if you think of me as you go on to your own way I miss you more than before I feel I’m falling in love more and more but the hopes are fading now they begin to trot out of my door Will I ever be with you again How will this story end I guess I wouldn’t know some hearts can no longer mend May 16, 2011, 01:41am Manila, PH

I wonder if you’ll ever know how I really feel for you It’s hard to just let go when you’re feeling a love most true I wonder if you’ll ever see that you’re the air I breathe but then I’m smothered by reality that you’re the one I can’t be with My heart pounds my chest as if it’s wanting to get out Perhaps it can no longer rest when faith has been tarnished by doubt All the things I believe in Just seem so far away The same life that I’m dreaming might not see the breaking of new day So I guess you’ll never know how I really feel for you But it’s still hard to let go For I feel a love most true

this is a poem I wrote for my friend, Sharline... You were a stranger in my eyes long before but after these years I hope you're not anymore I'd love to think you're a friend who walked into my door although you still make my heart jump off the floor It's amazing how time flies so swiftly and look how you've grown up so fair and lovely But with those wonderful eyes, I don't know what you really see I hope it's the brighter side 'cause I think you're feeling down lately Let me make a wish, it's your day anyway and it would be for your sadness to just pop away You should know, your smile lightens up other people's day so I'm sure The Big Guy will make things go your way Be happy because you deserve nothing less You have that passion for life that'll make you see though the mess The dice will keep on rolling through the tests but your beautiful heart will make you stand at your best I'm sure of these things that I'm saying just ...

Can't say goodbye to loving you but must say goodbye to the dream Need to drift on to what's sane look away from what's grim Can't say goodbye to loving you but false hopes must die Should love remain alive there won't be a second try

If a lifetime won't be long enough, then I must live one more day, for I'm saving my forever, by loving you in whatever way And though the days will be rough, daily sorrow I might bear, if it would be the price, then I couldn't much care I'll stay in-love with you, foolish others might say, so let me be a fool then, for it's my passion I can't betray Life may come to an end, longing up to the last breath, for staying in-love with you there's nothing I will regret And if a lifetime won't be long enough, then I must live one more day, for I'm saving my forever, by loving you in whatever way

I long for Summer the finest muse I've seen Most nights I'm sleepless yet still it's she that I dream Hers is the scent that lingers I'm a captive of her charm If loving her is a crime then a fugitive I'll become