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This time I won't go into details. ;) I didn't imagine that I can lie beside her on the beach under the blanket of starry sky talking till the sun comes up...whew, I'ma treasure that moment. We were there, just talking about the things we agreed to talk about when we get to the beach, lying on the sand, listening to the soft hum of little sea waves, caressed by the cold breeze and watching the stars and waiting for them to fall. We saw four wishing stars, I think that's so nice. I've always like that girl and I guess that moment is one of the so-called "first and last", though I hope it won't be, but whatever tomorrow brings, no matter how life goes in the future, I will always remember that one wonderful moment I shared with her.

The heat of summer reminds me of her coolness...bakit ba lagi ko siyang naaalala ngayon? Malamang dahil sa season, hahahaha! Inaantok ako pero di ako makatulog, mainit naman sa labas kaya dito na lang ako sa harap ng computer magmumuni-muni... She's the girl whom I met two years ago...two summers ago if I may say. Let me take you back to the time when Multiply.com is still active with the power of ctrl+c and ctrl+v also known as copy-paste, hahaha! May 6, 2008 ... Taga PUP din siya pero di na ako magbibigay ng iba pang detalye kasi di naman importante yung identity niya, mas mahalaga yung personality, naks! Well, sa virtual world ko pa lang siya nakikita kaya naman mga utak pa lang namin ang nagkakatagpo, pero base sa mga pictures niya...hmmm, I can say na maganda siya but since I haven't met her in person, di ko masasabi na yun ang gusto ko sa kanya. I like her simply because of her wits, woot! Sobrang turn-on talaga ako sa mga babaeng matatalino pero hindi nerd.  Ganu

I suddenly realized this girl is so awesome, LOL. Profile: Rhian Denise Ramos Howell or Rhian Ramos for short, made an abrupt transition to show business when she was cast as one of the female leads of the popular fantasy-action-drama TV series, Cap t ain Barbell . It was through her McDonalds McJelly Trio TV Commercial that she was noticed by film producer Annette Gozon. She also starred in Lupin also with Richard Gutierrez. She currently works with Mark Herras in My Only Love. Basic Information: Name: Rhian Ramos Nickname: Rhy/Ryan/Dennis Birthday: October 03, 1989 Birth Place: Philippines Showbiz Anniversary: November 30, 2005 Favorites: Hobbies: Sleeping, eating, watching movies Sports: None, my coordination is awful Pets: My Doberman, Claw Actors/Actresses foreign: Tom Hanks Movie: Peter Pan, Gladiator, Spider Man 1 TV Show: Captain Barbell Singer/Band: Up Dharma Down, Radioactive Sago Project, Urbandub Music: Rock, chill out Song: “Total Eclipse of the Hear

Some people fall in love in a usual way, but some fall in love in manner most people can't understand. Let's take a peep on Blatherford's diary... ********************************** I will always remember the sound of her voice, the sweetness of her smile, the cheerfulness of her laughter, the kindness of her touch and the warmth of her embrace. I will always treasure that moment when I felt an unexplainable joy just by laying eyes on her--that moment when I was finally able to cross the line between dreams and reality. Now tell me, how mysterious love can really be?  I guess we will never know. It's just like knowing the existence of something undecipherable. We, sometimes, fall inlove with someone though we know our odds are very low.  Yet most of the time we choose to stay in love with that person even after our own acceptance of defeat. True masters know when to concede. That very first meeting that we had will surely be one of the sweetest memory my mind and

A conscience without God is like a court without a judge. Brutality to an animal is cruelty to mankind - it is only the difference in the victim. Experience is the only prophecy of wise men. Grief and sadness knits two hearts in closer bonds than happiness ever can; and common sufferings are far stronger than common joys. Grief knits two hearts in closer bonds than happiness ever can; and common sufferings are far stronger links than common joys. Habit with it's iron sinews, clasps us and leads us day by day. If one had but a single glance to give the world, one should gaze on Istanbul. Limited in his nature, infinite in his desire, man is a fallen god who remembers heaven. Poets and heroes are of the same race, the latter do what the former conceive. Private passions tire and exhaust themselves, public ones never. Providence conceals itself in the details of human affairs, but becomes unveiled in the generalities of history. So

Naiisip ko sana tong buhay ko ngayon e isang mahabang panaginip lang. Yun bang lahat ng tao, pangyayari, lugar at bagay na naging bahagi ng buhay ko e hindi naman pala talaga totoo, tapos bigla na lang pala na hindi pala talaga ako si David Andrew Lasala. Ano nga kaya kung ganun? Siguro hindi ganito. Siguro hindi ganyan. Siguro hindi ginawa ni ganito yung ganyan. Siguro si ganito ganyan. Siguro. Siguro. PI. :c

She had her heart broken A sickening sad scene Caused by a filthy unworthy man One of the dumbest I've seen I would love to break the man's neck But it won't do any good I would love to mend the lady's heart I would if I could But funny as it seems We can't choose who to adore Most times we love the ungiving Who left us broken to the core And so it's like a movie I can't do anything but watch I wanna get involve but I can't As if I'm of no match I wish I can save her from pain I hope she will let me to I would love to give her love To last a lifetime or two

Oh how I love this girl ;)

Its name is sadness Neither my friend nor my foe Struggled from it but failed When will it go away, I don't know The very sole companion Stays all day round As my heart breaks into pieces Knees shaking, can't feel the ground Got used to in its presence Fact that is so unfortunate It has been a part of me Pushing it away is too late Now I breathe in sadness I feed on this pain I scribble these lines Before I fin'ly go insane Because now I am sadness Sadness is me Like a poisoned soul On the verge of insanity

All of us have our own impossible love-that kind of love that, although true, will never ever be returned. Sometimes we cross that very thin line between hopes and fantasy; hope is where truthfulness and reality still coincides while fantasy is where you dream of illusive things, and that's where impossible love lies. Impossible love. I guess there's nothing wrong with it. Love is an emotion; neither wrong nor right but how we handle it, that's different. Sometimes loving someone becomes synonymous with pain and staying hopeful is almost as good as going crazy. The difference between people who feels an impossible love is this: some knows when to stop, some don't, which is too unfortunate.

"I can't wait to fall in love with you..." You know that line from Timberlake's song Summer Love? Hahaha! That line is playing on my head over and over again, woot! Oh well, patience is a virtue like what they all say ;)

Things will be okay I'm sure it will Life isn't a fairy tale But happy endings can turn real Hold on to positivity Let go all the pain This ain't a perfect world But don't let it drive you insane There's always a bright side Blessings are always in disguise Don't be blinded by the hurtings of the past Face tomorrow with open arms and eyes For I'm sure things will be okay Though your night seems so long The sun will shine back in the East Till then just hold on and stay strong

Eto na naman yung punto na blanko na naman utak ko, kaya di na naman ako makapagsulat para madagdagan yung Muffin Poetry ko. Dito na lang muna ako magpopost sa main blog, main blog na halos di ko na rin naman nagagawan ng updates. I miss blogging. I miss writing some stuff na sa blog mo lang masasabi, pero these days call for more comfortable outlet than blogging. I think I can use some company. Comforting words will be welcome but it won't be necessary. I think I just want to be with someone to spend silence with, or maybe casual talks than can make me feel that some other things exist, other than this crap I've been seeing all the time. I guess this time blogging can do less than what it has done to me in the past few years, yet, I still miss blogging.