BLOTS

It was a bone chilling and muscle numbing January night, probably the worst night I can recall from my unwanted past. I just finished reading the book I bought two days ago that night but didn't understand a single line. At my despair, I turned my computer on and composed my own story. I managed to finish my first draft but ended up with another story that talks about death and sufferings. Lately I've been struggling to free my mind from these thoughts but the more I shelter myself, the more I find them breaking in to me. After some revisions on my work, I then decided to rest.I lie awake staring at the ceiling thinking about the day that just passed. It was just another day, a same old day that I got bullied by some freaks in our block on my way home but this time I decided to fight back, thanks to my courage I now have bruises in almost every part of my frail body. School was not good as well. Even before my fight with those bullies, my professor had already wage war on me. N

I never though this would go this far I never see it coming Now I don’t know who you are The pace keeps racing If only I knew then These things will happen I could’ve stop the clock from turning ‘Cause now I see, now I feel Another pain have been added on me Just another pain, just another stain Things will never be the same for me I never thought you would runaway I never see you leaving Now that you have gone away I’m left alone reminiscing I could’ve seen this I could’ve prevented this But it’s the price of every single shot I missed And now I feel, now I see Another rain is pouring over me Just another rain, now I’m drowning in this pain To get by, I need you here with me