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tawag daw dito ay pagsintang pururot wag ka nang kiligin, alam ko namang tunog mabantot ewan ko nga kung bakit ganun ang tawag dito siguro wala nang maisip yung nakaimbento ano kaya kung parang paputok, pagsintang supot eeew, para yatang mas mabantot hehehe! siguro ganito talaga may mga bagay na dapat idaan na lang sa tawa tulad nitong mga sinasabi ko nakakatakot kasi kapag sineryoso alam mo na, baka sa ICU ang maging bagsak nakakangarag at nakakalabnaw ng utak di ko nga alam kung bakit naisulat pa tong tula e para din namang mauuwi sa wala haay, pagsintang pururot nga naman hahamakin ang lahat, mailabas ka lamang eeew!

she can keep me sane whenever i go crazy she helps me stay still when i can't stand steady she's my brown-eyed homie i feel like calling her G she's my brown-eyed homie who's so special to me she can cheer me up whenever i feel sad she can tone me down each time i'm badly mad she's my brown-eyed homie who makes me feel i'm lucky she's my brown-eyed homie who's been so dear to me she's my brown-eyed homie my only brown-eyed homie she's my brown-eyed homie my lovely brown-eyed homie

Lately I’ve been dealing with this morning sickness that really breaks the hell out of me. If you are wondering what the crap I’m talking about, well wonder no more. Every morning when I wake up, to think that I still woke up, I feel sick. Yes I’m sick of waking up every morning knowing that I’m about to break further. The scums, the crap, the lies and almost hell everyone bring me down. Each night before I go to sleep I say die David die, so it makes me sick to wake up the following day just like what I did earlier. This life isn’t working out for me. If only I can hire a person to kill me right now I will. Why not just murder myself, you may ask. Shit! I’ve don that almost 4 years ago when I had a gulp of that stupid insect killer but I’m so dumb I can’t even commit suicide the right way. I’m scared because I’m no longer afraid to die. I’m sick, so sick, dead sick of it! When will this bullshit end? I’m broken. I’ve been saying I’m fine but I’m broken. If only she didn’t leave me her

Broken down into pieces Sorrow spawns sorrow One misery after another Messing like a psycho Trying to escape fate But just ran in circles Fire still burns Hopes die a little Had succumb to darkness Forsaken by light Bones are chilling Not with fever but with fright Wondering what went wrong But answers are unfound Sanity drifted away Leaving a mournful sound Voices from the unknown Whispered evil intentions Feasting on fear Feeding on emotions Somewhat devilish grin Pictured behind the mind Once was just staring away But now has hone blind Gasping for breath But yearning to die Wanting to feel safe From all the wasting inside Time to lie in this coffin Be sheltered from pain It won’t take long To cast sorrows in vain It’ll be safe here Lying so emotionless All hurtings will end And so do loneliness I’m lying alone now Gone are the days of wasting I’m down with this It’s safe here in his coffin