BLOTS

You're the sweetest of the sweets One that I'll never ever trade Fate has now spoken You're the love that won't fade I can try to walk away But I'll keep on coming back It's going to be the cycle For it's the strength that I lack For you're the sweetest of the sweets One that I'll never trade I don't know how it happened But I'm sure it's a love that won't fade Fri, Mar 30, 2012 5:08:35 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

You're the sweetest of the sweets One that I'll never ever trade Fate has now spoken You're the love that won't fade I can try to walk away But I'll keep on coming back It's going to be the cycle For it's the strength that I lack For you're the sweetest of the sweets One that I'll never trade I don't know how it happened But I'm sure it's a love that won't fade Fri, Mar 30, 2012 5:08:35 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Sometimes, sadness and pain can tear you down big time. It'll tear you down bit by bit until you can no longer recognize your own being. Oh how merciless fate can be sometimes. I don't know, but it's merciless enough for someone to think, and later on believe, that things happen in random and fate doesn't exists. What do you do when things have fallen apart that you can no longer figure out what to pick up first? What do you do when all you've hope for is the very same thing that you can never have? What do you do when all you want is for the hurting to stop? Tue, Mar 27, 2012 5:40:51 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

I feel terrible. I mean how can someone feel so much pain and still get by each day? I don't know. Maybe because of a peculiar survival instinct? I guess so. Each day I struggle to survive and I guess that's how it's going to be day after day until that one sweet moment when everything will finally come to an end. Until that moment, this terrible feeling of being alone and unloved will still linger. I fell in-love with someone I can't be with. I fell in-love with a woman who's out of my league and will never love me back the same way I'm loving her. That's just how it is - love, rejection and grief. Terrible. This is just too terrible. Thu, Mar 22, 2012 1:58:14 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Change is not easy, if somebody says it's otherwise then somebody got it wrong. However, change is all for the good. It may be hard to see the goodness in every transition, still in the end of each day, it'll all depend on one's perspective. We all have to move on whenever change starts knocking on your door. We can stay in the same spot if that's our will and nobody can do anything to that, but as the day unfolds, you'll just find yourself left behind. Time won't stop for anyone. It's non-negotiable. Sat, Mar 17, 2012 5:18:58 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

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Fri, Mar 16, 2012, 3:59 AM - yes, there she was again, the friend of mine who have left the company for couple of months now and someone that I've missed since then. Xu is one of those friends I have that no matter how rarely we talk in the office, when our conversation started, it'll never be a waste of time. We met for a quick breakfast (working on a night shift has its perks most of the time) and had one of those let-me-catch-up stories. It was all good especially with kwek-kwek, siomai and melon fruit shake served on the table (I know, not your typical breakfast). I listen to her stories as she listen to mine. It feels like the old days again when we'll take time to sit down and just talk. Xu made a lot of sense to me maybe that's why I never got tired of having these talks. She's someone I'll always keep on my real friend list. This post may be a bummer for the sole reason that no details were disclosed, but just let it be. Fri, Mar 16, 2012 2

Some people are meant to be in our lives for decades and others are meant to only stay for a while. This is one of the most challenging realities of life. Not everyone is willing to be with you as you proceed on your journey. Some people may only like you when you have a certain title or look a certain way. That is okay. Let them be who they are but keep on being true to yourself. If you lose some people as you proceed on with your life, wish them well and let them go with love. -Nadia Ballas-Ruta _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

There will always be pain There will always be sadness As long as there is this love There will always be madness But I just can't walk away I'm stuck in my own hell There will always be sorrow And I'll never feel well So there will always be sadness Same way that there will be pain There will always be this longing I will always be calling out your name Wed, Mar 14, 2012 11:10:52 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld

Listening to piano instrumental while sitting beside the woman I love the most 7:58:58 PM _______ Sent via BlackBerry® wireless handheld