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Mournful as a mother’s grief, silent as a forgotten grave Amid all the aches, is there a chance for a heart to be saved? Rescue this heart, emancipate it from seclusion Your eyes can see thru my core and melt away all the tensions Gently, like a morning breeze, soothe me Relinquish these breaks me constantly Along with my dreams, come true, be real Cause there’s a love in me I would love you to feel Ever undying devotion is what my heart beats for High as the clouds, to scream your name, I’ll soar Yearning to be heard, wanting to be close Asking why must we be apart to the one we love the most Longing, yes, there is but longing in these nostalgic eyes Undo the breaking and be with me, perhaps it would be nice Next to impossible it seems though ‘cause you’re away Gone indeed you are, making things turn to gray

Lian, it’s been a while, how have you been? You know what, last night I saw you guys in my dream. I was happy then ‘cause somehow I got to be with you once more You and some of the friends we use to have before In my dream, we were there basically laughing our wits out I watched you from near wanting to breathe my heart out Good old days are indeed good, aren’t they? I can’t believe it’s been years. It felt just like yesterday. It sounds stupid but sometimes I yearn to hide behind those memories Blind my eyes from the present and be oblivious of these miseries But bygones will be bygones. Friends come and go Well sometimes, they’re gone even before we know You know what I’m saying, it already happened before I moved on unaware that there will be a stupid encore Damn, how can someone say she’s a friend then just leave you? During the most critical times just turn back on you? Why is it that the people we love are the ones who often leave us with empty hands? Why can’t they stand by th

I noticed few weeks ago, Lee Young-Ae’s eyes are brown. Miss Lee btw plays the role of Jang Geum in a Korean series Jewel in the Palace. Actually, it’s the encore run that’s been showing as of this point but ehem… I must admit, I’m always looking forward to see that show. I’m beginning to like it but honestly my reason is personal. Miss Lee reminds me so much of someone… special. Will you burp if I say that she’s my dream girl? If yes then you can burp now because she is, in fact, my dream girl figuratively and literally. I’ve been longing to see that girls but the past few weeks have been my unlucky days when it comes to her. What’s left for me? Well… get by with y wishful thinking with the help of Miss Lee. I lie in solitude, is there someone out there?

Noong bata pa ako gusto ko maging piloto. Di ko maalala kung bakit. Siguro naadik lang ako sa mga technicolor superheroes lalo na sa mga super airships nila. Nasa gradeschool ako noon at sobra akong determinado. Kahit bata pa lang, alam ko na ang gusto ko kaya naman nag-aral ako nang mabuti... ok aamin na... di masyadong mabuti pero sapat na para makaipon ng 9 na kilong medalya(alam kong 9 na kilo yun, ipinatimbang ko kasi yun para sana ibenta sa junk shop kaya lang di tinanggap).nagtapos ako sa elementary nang may honor at mangilan-ngilang warnings mula sa Guidance Counselor namin. Ako yata ang isa sa mga buhay na irony. Dinala ko hanggang highschool ang pangarap kong yun subalit di nagtagal, ang pangarap kong maging piloto ay naging isang ilusyon na lang. Naininiwala ako na lahat ng pangarap ay nagkakatotoo, kailangan mo lang maniwala, umasa at magsikap para dito. Walang maliit o malaking pangarap, walang simple o komplikado, mahirap o madlai at kahit masama o mabuti-lahat pare-pare