Time Won't Stop For You

Change is not easy, if somebody says it's otherwise then somebody got it wrong. However, change is all for the good. It may be hard to see the goodness in every transition, still in the end of each day, it'll all depend on one's perspective.

We all have to move on whenever change starts knocking on your door. We can stay in the same spot if that's our will and nobody can do anything to that, but as the day unfolds, you'll just find yourself left behind. Time won't stop for anyone. It's non-negotiable.

Sat, Mar 17, 2012
5:18:58 PM

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Xu

Fri, Mar 16, 2012, 3:59 AM - yes, there she was again, the friend of mine who have left the company for couple of months now and someone that I've missed since then. Xu is one of those friends I have that no matter how rarely we talk in the office, when our conversation started, it'll never be a waste of time.

We met for a quick breakfast (working on a night shift has its perks most of the time) and had one of those let-me-catch-up stories. It was all good especially with kwek-kwek, siomai and melon fruit shake served on the table (I know, not your typical breakfast). I listen to her stories as she listen to mine. It feels like the old days again when we'll take time to sit down and just talk. Xu made a lot of sense to me maybe that's why I never got tired of having these talks. She's someone I'll always keep on my real friend list.

This post may be a bummer for the sole reason that no details were disclosed, but just let it be.

Fri, Mar 16, 2012
2:06:46 PM

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Learn To Let Go

Some people are meant to be in our
lives for decades and others are meant to only stay for a while. This is one of the most challenging realities of life. Not everyone is willing to be with you as you proceed on your journey. Some people may only like you when you have a certain title or look a certain way. That is okay. Let them be who they are but keep on being true to yourself. If you lose some people as you proceed on with your life, wish them well and let them go with love.

-Nadia Ballas-Ruta
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There Will Always Be

There will always be pain
There will always be sadness
As long as there is this love
There will always be madness

But I just can't walk away
I'm stuck in my own hell
There will always be sorrow
And I'll never feel well

So there will always be sadness
Same way that there will be pain
There will always be this longing
I will always be calling out your name

Wed, Mar 14, 2012
11:10:52 PM
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Tue, Feb 14, 2012

Listening to piano instrumental while sitting beside the woman I love the most
7:58:58 PM
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Pay No Attention To The Pain

There will be a point in your life that pain becomes inevitable. There will be days that all you can ever feel is that sensation of uneasiness. How can someone feel so bad when all that person did is love someone so much? I guess that's how things really go, and so there is pain and sadness all the time.
When the going gets tough, the tough stays tough - I heard this from one ghetto song that made much sense to me these past few days. I'm one tough s-o-b not because I'm born and raised this way, but just because I have to. I get by each day with my gameface on doing what I do, doing what I need to do, yet in the end of each day as I lie alone in my empty room, I feel the need of breaking down and letting it all go. Crazy shit indeed.

Pay pain no attention. Give no damn to sadness. Be oblivious of the misery. Always aim to live one more day.

Each step we take brings us closer to our final destination and nobody can stop us from moving forward on to that place. Even if you slack off all your time, you'll still find yourself walking towards your own end of line. When that time comes, all you've been and all you'll ever be will be gone. All the feelings will be eaten by numbness. All dreams and frustrations will be casted in oblivion. Hence, until that day, pay no attention to the pain.
Wed, Feb 29, 2012
6:14:36 AM
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She Will Always Be

She will always be
The most beautiful woman for me
In my mind's eyes
I stare at her constantly

For all I ever wanted
Is just to stay so close
So close for me to feel her
While she give me bliss overdose

And there's nothing more I'll ask
There's nothing more that can compare
For this love deep inside me
This love I'll forever bear

She will always be
The most beautiful woman for me
She will always be
The one I'll love constantly

Sun, Feb 19, 2012
10:55:36 AM

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What Keeps You Going

I feel like I'm falling apart. I feel so sad and can sense my heart is breaking into tiny pieces day after day. I don't think I'll ever mend but I have to get by each day since that's the wisest thing to do. I have to put up my gameface each time I go out and face the world outside while deep inside of me I feel I'm rotting into pieces. In light of all the misery, sadness and heartbreak, I also feel that there's a peculiar survival instinct that runs through my veins. I don't know where it's coming from by I guess it's what I hang on to each day.

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When You Want Something Very Badly

Daily Horoscope 17 2012
When you want something very badly, there is sometimes a fear that goes along with the longing. Right now you may be thinking about a much-cherished goal, and you are probably tired of waiting for it to manifest in your life. But the reason you haven't yet achieved your dream may have more to do with your fearfulness than with any external reasons. You may fear that you aren't worthy, or that you will screw up in your pursuit of your goal, or that no matter what you do you won't achieve it anyway. But when you grab for something with fear in your heart, you chase it further away. Have confidence. You can have what you're hoping for.

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