Vanquish Thee, Jealousy

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She's someone I can't help but love. I fall inlove with her, deeper and deeper as days pass. I know if I must stay in love with her I must deal with this feeling of jealousy as if it's a monster I have to vanquish, waiting to devour on my remaining strand of sanity. Why must someone suffer a great deal of pain just because that person loves someone so much? The answer is known, yet most of the time I still find myself puzzled. I love her to the fullest of my sanity, yet this jealousy I feel is really driving me crazy. Loving. Jealous. Hurt. :-(

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