Have you ever stopped and asked yourself what sadness really is? What do we know about it? What do we know about suffering and loss? What do we know about failures and frustrations? What do we know about the evil side of life?
I think it's relative. Sadness can break someone though; break it to a point wherein it's already impossible to be put together. I guess that's the lowest point. When all you do doesn't make sense anymore, when all you hoped for slipped away from your hands, and all that you ever wanted is the same thing that you can never have, to some, that qualifies as sadness. You die everyday, or atleast you feel that you do. When that pain in your chest starts to feel like there's something scraping it from the inside, then I think you're in a bad shape. What's worse than falling asleep while being lulled by the sound of your heart breaking?
Life goes on, or so they say it does.
How frustrating it is when all you can do is to live and ...
I don't know why but I think I'm falling for the same trap again. I don't like emotional attachments, it doesn't seem to work for me. It feels like a big liability if you'll ask me. I'm now betting once more, another round of gambling my emotions for someone whom day by day I feel more affectionate. That's just how it is - once you acknowledge an emotion, it would be very hard not to entertain it. It's like a voice deep in you, teasing, provoking you to do things either in a good or bad ways.
Another gamble, another bet, another shot at what human beings always have longed for and i.e. to be happy with someone you care about.
Wed, Sep 25, 2013
09:54:47
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