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It has been a while I guess I'm a bit rusty But let me write these rhymes for you Though may not find it witty Remember I used to call you Summer Oh those Multiply poetry days Let me to this one more time Hoping I can find a pace Because today is your birthday Oh how nice can that be Another fruitful day in this world Hope you'll be filled with glee Be surrounded by friends Be treated special by family Do something stupid and crazy Hope this day will be your immunity Wishing you more happiness Calmness is the real beauty Take it easy as you go along Some life issues can be petty You've grown to a lovely lady I remember that first time I met you That was during your enrollment, ain't it From our most beloved State U There was a dinner after that I can still remember that spicy chao fan Funny it's been half a decade now But memories haven't gone Well it's a pleasure to know you I'm sure you'll make it big one ...

What's the greatest life lesson you've learned so far? They say that we always learn something new everyday, or atleast we try to. Some lessons come from great experiences, some were learned just by watching others as they screw up, but regardless the method, I guess it's in our genes to always aim for knowledge. There's this one life lesson that I've learned a little while back but one thing I can't seem to apply to myself - the lesson of knowing when to stop. I don't know how things have gone this far between us, all I can say is I really never saw this coming. Being with her is both the nicest and the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I never wanted anything but to spend time with her, hold her in my arms, share dreams with her in any way possible. I love her, and I love her in a way I haven't loved anyone else before. I love her so much that it hurts to realize that it's wrong to push it. They say emotions are amoral so it's neith...

So the rain is pouring so hard again, it makes me feel uncomfortable leaving me sleepless. These thoughts I've been trying to shake off my mind seem to be taking advantage of the situation. They flood my mind like the rain water flooding the highways - I can't keep them from coming and all I can do is watch, aftermath included. I keep on telling myself that I'm not cut for serious relationship and all shit alike. Maybe I've convinced myself long before that romance isn't really for me. I would've been fine with it, not until now that I feel such deep longing for her. She whom I never thought will play significant role in my life. I guess I'm really screwed this time, am I not? I'm falling for her day after day, time after time, every single moment she's on my view...one thing that I can't afford to happen. Well, this sucks, really. Sat, Aug 24, 2013 18:42:06 Sent from my wireless handheld

"I guess it wasn't really meant to be," he told himself. The wind blows over his frail body as he pass by the deserted street. Memories flood his thoughts while aimlessly he walk in the night, wondering how things ended up the way they are right now. "Was it wrong to feel deep affection towards someone?" he asked. The cold night's response is nothing but silence. The universe has already spoken and it appears that it doesn't fancy repeating itself. "Well, this sucks," he exclaimed. "Some people really can't get what they deserve, but perhaps things just happen in random. Maybe all of these are just strings of random events woven without any clear intentions at all. If there's any divine existence behind these, that he or she must have a very awful sense of humour." He continued wandering the dark alleys as if inviting the danger of the city to approach him. "Let the hazards come, sometimes it can be the sweetes...

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I can no longer remember the exact words but I can recall how Brock Lesnar defined the true meaning of friendship in reference to Kurt Angle. Brock said, "Friendship is the art of using someone to help you achieve your personal goals. Once they stop serving their purpose, they stop being your friend." I guess, after several years, my brain suddenly remembered those words after being placed in a similar situation. It's human nature, perhaps, that people will just really be there as long as they benefit from your company. Some, but not all, are really those types who will profess friendship yet when time comes that they won't need you anymore, they're gone just like that. I can't say that it's wrong but I'm definitely not saying that it's right. I guess the perfect word will be 'understandable'. In the end of the day, I think it's still a good thing to finally know what kind of an individual that person really is - for better but n...

All the cards have been laid down No more questions left unanswered What you is what you get now Nothing can be altered But I still miss you here Oh I guess I really do I still want you near Yeah, nothing but you You can say it's pointless Feelings come and go I'm believe this is madness But I just want you to know That some feelings never die It's a cycle that never ends It's a twisted reality One thing we can't bend Tue, Nov 27, 2012 16:11:44 #Love #Romance #Longing #Poetry Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless handheld