Won't Do Any Good

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Now what? Here I am again, stuck in front of my computer trying to let the time pass. Just another day, just another effin moment when I'll be here thinking of you.

I don't know, but maybe, just maybe, this is how it's really suppose to be, i.e. me spending the rest of the days longing for you. I can't seem to live a normal life without you, a real life without pretending to be fine, but dying won't do any good either. Definitely it can't bring me somewhere close to you. So what now? I don't know.

I don't really know.

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