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I'll be on-leave from this blogsite to work on other stuff, LOL

It's been a little while since I've updated my blog. I don't know, maybe some things aren't really meant to be shared and must be kept to yourself. All I know is the past few days have been a bumpy ride but not necessarily something that I'm not enjoying. That's all I can say, I guess. Time will come that nature will put the things in their proper order as I once heard, the universe doesn't recognize right or wrong, all it cares for is how to maintain the balance. I'm in-love and I think I'll stay this way. (don't ask why suddenly say such, LOL)

It's been a little while since I've updated my blog. I don't know, maybe some things aren't really meant to be shared and must be kept to yourself. All I know is the past few days have been a bumpy ride but not necessarily something that I'm not enjoying. That's all I can say, I guess. Time will come that nature will put the things in their proper order as I once heard, the universe doesn't recognize right or wrong, all it cares for is how to maintain the balance. I'm in-love and I think I'll stay this way. (don't ask why suddenly say such, LOL)

We're all getting by We're all living by the day What matters is you survive I can't say it in any other way We're all getting by Life ain't so complicated We're all getting by Living a life we created

Couple of days ago, marked my 26 years of existence in this world, most people call it "birthday". My friends and some people I know sent me their greetings as part of the said tradition and most of them added "god bless" on their greetings. That got me thinking, god bless? Who would bless who? God blessing me? I don't believe in god but what I do believe is when people realize that you don't have the same thinking as theirs when it comes to the said matter, they start looking at you as if you're in need of some medication or enlightenment. Oh well, that's their belief anyway and I wish not to argue with the existence or non-existence of a divine creature or being, whatever sounds fit. One friend asked me, "What made you think that god doesn't exist?" I didn't answer, I just don't want to start a debate that neither of us will get convinced by the other, but I really felt like throwing the question back at her, "what made ...

July 28, 2011 - yes, I'm marking my 26th year of existence. Apart from it being listed on my birth certificate, I don't really celebrate this day that much. I appreciate though the first couple of greetings I got from Diahann, Aya and Celene, but then at around 7:20am, I received an IM from Muffin that says, "OMG! I almost forgot, happy birthday, Dave!" I don't know but I suddenly felt different, I felt unusual. I was happy. Following that was a guilty pleasure in form of a phone call. How come she's so surprised on me returning her message in form of a phone call? Maybe because she's somewhere too far. It only lasted for about 7 minutes but it was the best 7 minutes of my day so far. I miss hearing her voice and the sound of her laughter. It was really nice and there's nothing more I'll need today. This day is different from the others for today I feel unusually happy. Happy birthday to me then, I feel awesome!

Loneliness can strike anytime at any place. I've known that for quite a long time and have proven it based on personal encounters. Yet, now I feel it caught me with my guards down, I'm surprised. Why would you be bothered by a certain emotion you've been dealing with for quite a long time now? If you're used to it, why would it feel so troubling? See, sadness has been playing hardball with since Zeus knows when, and I have a strong feeling that I have gotten used to it to the point that it's not a big deal anymore, but now as it strikes again, it feels like something solid hits me. Oh well, I think we all just have to find our ways to get by, LOL