BLOTS

Gusto kong maalala yung araw na yun bilang isa sa pinakamahabang araw ng buhay ko so far. Yun ata yung una at huling date namin, hahaha! We haven't had the chance to close friends, haven't had the chance to hang out, haven't had the chance to burn telephone lines, but she's such a significant person to me--but shit happens as they all say, she fell for another guy and I fell for another girl then we seem to have forgotten each other. Salamat na lang sa facebook at nabuksan ulit yung communication line...and only to find out that she's already leaving the country. Gulat na gulat talaga ako, inalok ko pa naman sa kanya yung libro ko, inisip ko na magugustuhan niya yun. Buti na lang sa huling pagkakataon pwede pa pala kami magkita, and I never did any second thinking. Lagi kong maaalala yung dinner na yun, yung mga huling pag-uusap namin at kahit alam ko na babalik pa naman siya some other day, makakapag usap pa kami some other time, alam ko na mamimi...

I used to call her Muffin She used to call me Bunch Oh how I miss those days I miss it damn much I acted as if I'm her armour But in reality she's my heroine Saving me from sadness One I've been fighting from within She thought I was cool Consoling her with all the right words She didn't know I cared so much Because she has been my world I tried to pull her up when she was down I guess we both found a friend We could've been best friends forever But it's not how I wanted things to end So I jumped at the slim chance Yet I trip and then I fall And so the dreams of happy endings I just lost them all Perhaps I was really crazy As crazy as I am now Because in my secluded dreams I still see her somehow I used to call her Muffin She used to call me Bunch Oh how I miss those days I miss it damn much New Email addresses available on Yahoo! Get the Email name you've always wanted on the new @ymail and @rocketmail. Hurry before someo...

You're the cemetery Where I bury all my dreams My heart sings its mournful elegy My world crashes with the rhythm O such a waste I gave you much love Yet you pushed me away For all those things I don't have What is it that you want Do you know what you really need You seemed lost in your fantasy One thing you can't get over with I tried to take your hand I know you played along I thought we're coming to our senses I guess we we're wrong Your love's a phony One fact I should have seen It's much of a cemetery Where I'll bury all the dreams

Stuck in silence Frozen by fear Body gone numb Knowing time is near Mirthless smile Sign of submission Smell of blood Gone to oblivion Every second is tormenting Body cries for its grave Prolong not the inevitable Hope not for soul to be saved Ought to find if Hell do exists If this ain't Hell yet Now questions will be answered Holding on each bet No last minute saviour Heroes, they just don't exist Parting indeed is a sweet sorrow A temptation so hard to resist